| random things |
[Jan. 23rd, 2005|09:50 pm] |
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| | sleepy | ] | mental note - palagi na akong magsasapatos pag L&S11 class.
it's almost 10 pm and i have to study for the midterms exam. bukas na yun! meron pang ipapass na spanish paper but heck ano ginagawa ko?!!?! nagtatype sa live journal na ito. bket ? nakaktamad maging responsable e! haha.. I find my relationship with lea 30 days older. Funny thing is i almost forgot.. buti nlang may naggreet! sablay talga. muntik na! ulyanin nko! happy monthsary beh! a friend left the country.. bye guico! see you again in 4 months! on the other hand, another friend got older.. a blockmate. haha.. bilis ng panahon. happy 18th bday pam! Where as I forgot to go to mass.. sorry God! bawi ako.
(yawn) |
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| return of the comeback |
[Jan. 8th, 2005|11:43 pm] |
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| | bored | ] |
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| | silence | ] | carefree. maingay. motivated. happy. satisfied.. i love to smile. why not? given i have just received a very generous amount during the break from my ninongs and ninangs. heck, I might even get a PS2. the new thin one.that would definitely be a great start to 2005. kaya lang distracting sa studies yun.. pero who said nagaaral ako?! joke lang. i study even if i dont look lyk it. carefree lang ako talaga. you cant find me worrying about something that has been done. it's in the past so forget about it. marami na akong white hair kaya ayoko na dagdagan. it's a simple philisophy. whats done is done.. i don't get why people worry. IT JUST MAKES YOU STRESSED even more. say you failed a long test..big deal. forget about it! have fun and just study hard for the next one. give it a rest.
ayan ayan.. sa wakas may nasulat rin ako sa livejournal na ito after so many many many months. why write now? kasi wla akong magawa! actually i am supposed to be reasearching for a theo project. sorry raqi! bukas nalng. tinatamad ako e. |
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| ?????? |
[Mar. 30th, 2004|05:53 pm] |
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what the hell is hyperthreading??? |
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| oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah!!! |
[Mar. 29th, 2004|01:29 am] |
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| | excited | ] |
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| | my heart will go on - a new found glory | ] | somebody's goin home! oh yeah! oh yeah! oh yeah!
my friend's goin home at last! she went to the US of A last year and has been there for a year or so. she's kind of juz a close friend of my girlfriend but we became close because of a common friend and through chat. hell i miss her. i wonder if she's changed.. o bka same ol' same ol' parin. well, malalaman ko this may.. oh yeah oh yeah! hehe..
"near, far, wherever you are..." |
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| the alchemist |
[Mar. 28th, 2004|01:23 am] |
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| | contemplative | ] |
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| | the aircon.. | ] | just read "the alchemist" by paulo coelho. (oo alam ko luma na to) wala na talaga kasi akong magawa sa sobrang boring ng mga araw. sawa nko magitara, walang mapanood sa TV at mashado ng pagod para magbasket uli kaya i decided to read a book, sumthin' i havent done for a long long long long time. eto lang masasabi ko >> damn nakakinspire. nakakaenlighten. basahin niyo! reminds me a lot of things about my own life. coz sometimes i lose my way like right now. kasi im really confused with my course. e nde naman talaga gusto MIS e.. in fact, i really dont know what i want. it haunts me sometimes coz i dont want to think about it. and lea tells me im too laid back in school. and i know i am. everybody does. im the person who often cuts calculus, lit, english or any other subject for no reason at all. buti na nga lang pumasa ako. pero i know hindi na uubra toh later on. ill have to be more responsible. pero despite my own confusion with my course, im generally happy. Just this friday people were telling me that when they see me i seem so happy. hope thats true. di ko napapansin e.
nweis. gonna sleep now. antok na ko sa sobrang tulog..
Santiago: "What's the world's greatest lie?" Melchizedek: "It is this: that a certain point in our lives, we lose control of what's happening to us, and our lives become controlled by faith. That's the world's greatest lie." |
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| just a thought |
[Mar. 27th, 2004|01:52 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | john mayer - clarity | ] | its none of my business, but have you ever felt you needed to know what was goin on with the people round you. And whenever you ask, they tell you their problems and you dont know how to react? hay.. if only i was a good at giving advice pero hinde eh!! kaya minsan naghehesitate ako na magtanong ng "mustah?" kasi ang dalas tong nangyayari. at nahihiya naman akong sabihin "ok lang yan" kasi parang walang kwenta rin.. nakinig ka nga hindi ka naman nakatulong. nasabi mo lang "ok lang yan" Ano yun!?! WTF is that!!! i bet most people after opening up expects some kind of advice kahit na sinasabi lang nilang they only expect you to listen. hay... |
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| home stretch pare! |
[Mar. 20th, 2004|10:23 pm] |
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| | sleepy | ] |
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| | biglaan | ] | at long last matatapos na ang second sem. this past two weeks have been hell!!! my only prob is the math and lit finals on wednesday. bad trip sched coz this tues is our anniversary. guess i have to study earlier. hay.. the months with lea have been so fun di ko namalayan 1 year na pala. hehe.. i can really say i am happy with my life kahit bwisit ang calculus, kulang sa tulong, always sabog. hmm... i am goin to church this Sunday and thank GOD. just thank him dahil ang swerte swerte ko. |
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| blah... |
[Feb. 16th, 2004|12:29 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | okay | ] |
| [ | music |
| | can't help fallin in love - f4 | ] |
[ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<valentines [...] best!!!!>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] <valentines day da best!!!! haha! happy valentines sa lahat ng makabasa nito! sorry late.. busy eh. :)>
bwiset na research paper toh! wala akong masulat! totally blank isip ko.. matapos lang to masya na ako!!!!!!
hay.. hahabol pa ako sa math at literature pero what the hell! sure pass na naman yun eh! madali humabol sa teachers ko. mabait naman sila e.(siguro)
sorry sa isang tao jan. busy ako nung kachat kita. akala mo ayaw kita kausapin pero gusto ko. ayoko lang sabihin na gumagawa ako ng research paper kasi sasabihin mo ayaw mo ako istorbohin. peace pare! nabasa ko LJ mo. glad your happy. :)
hay nako! cge, gagawa pa ako research paper!!!!!!!!!
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| good bye cel phone! |
[Feb. 3rd, 2004|07:14 pm] |
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| | pissed off | ] |
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| | goodbye to you - michelle branch | ] | BWWIIIIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSEEEEEEETTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!
mamatay na dumukot sa cel ko!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
argh!!!!!!!!! shet...
a ewan!!! wala na naman akong magagawa e..
punyemas.. 3650 rin yun!!! :( |
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| kaboom! |
[Feb. 2nd, 2004|12:52 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | exhausted | ] |
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| | could it be any harder-the calling | ] | saturday evening was athe best!
6:00pm went to the holy spirit fair with ma' babes, lea.. hehe. moonstar88,sponge cola and rivermaya played and boy did it rock! problema nga lang nagbrownout sendeli.. haha! hiyang hiya siguro ang holy spirit!!!:)
"Umaaraw umuulan.." <--- LSS
9:00pm went to pam's bday bash with lea. only six of the s4 pips showed up including me. [ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<ate [...] nedy.>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] saturday evening was athe best!
6:00pm went to the holy spirit fair with ma' babes, lea.. hehe. moonstar88,sponge cola and rivermaya played and boy did it rock! problema nga lang nagbrownout sendeli.. haha! hiyang hiya siguro ang holy spirit!!!:)
"Umaaraw umuulan.." <--- LSS
9:00pm went to pam's bday bash with lea. only six of the s4 pips showed up including me. <ate raqi, loren, essa, jamoi and nedy.> expected more to arrive but ala na talga. tinamad yung iba! yung iba wala transpo. hay bad trip kayo! joke! nex tym mga pre.. you didnt miss anything! nahiya ako sa videoke eh! haha! pero lupet ni ate raqi kumanta!!!!
sumthing happened with nedy and a certain sumone. entertaining coz everybody was trying to play matchmaker. entertaining coz i got to hear wat both sides thought. hoy ned kung nababasa mo toh eto lang masasabi ko! "elibs ako sayo! iba talga dating mo! hahah!"
12:15am yata sumabay kay essa pauwi. she dropped me off sa didgeridoo coz andun tito ko. naglalaro sila billiards when i arrived. 6 of them (rotation race to 5. joined in.. bet 100 bucks.. got to shoot the ball less than ten times in two games(just three in one game. haha!).. lost 100 bucks. went home 4am. fell dead asleep.
now.. relieved tapos na math midterms.. just finished the topic outline for english. realxing muna. tapos na hell week.
im thinkin how lucky i am for having lea, my friends, my family.. maybe i should go to church more. ive always wanted to but i find myself always away on sundays. God..
im also thinkin how a terrible friend i am. for the past months i have not been talking 2 sumone hu i rilly care about. we shared many things in the past but not nimore. i wish balik na sa dati. ilang ako! bakit ganito!?! i try to forget but cant.
i wana be a beter bro. having problems w/ my younger bro so im making some resolutions. hope it works. i wanna help him!!!
hay naku.. exhausted nko.
nwei, thats life. minsan umaaraw minsan umuulan. haha! rivermaya!!! :)
dats it 4 now. luv ma' lea!!! nyt everyone. |
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| 2k4 is near! |
[Dec. 27th, 2003|02:12 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | blah | ] |
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| | partisan - sponge cola | ] | still sing in the shower...
sign i'm still okay kahit a bit disappointing ung xmas.
nweis parating na new year! and im thinkin bout my new year's resolution!
for those of ya'll dat know me, watcha think i should change bout myself? wanna know!
hehe.. |
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| Di ko feel pasko!!!!!! |
[Dec. 26th, 2003|01:06 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | disappointed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | akafellas - bongga ka day | ] | noche buena was fun i guess. we went to my Tita's house. not all of my relatives were there. dad wasnt kasi masakit chan niya and my lolo wasnt there kasi sama pakiramdam. it was fine. kasama ko naman sila nung xmas day eh. nwei.. THE FOOD WAS sooooo DELISHUS!!! there were so many options and so little time! tinikman ko lahat. after that, dessert naman... chocolates, leche flan, choco cake, etc.. haha!
12am struck and da pips started greeting each other. kalungkot lang mom wasnt there.. sniff.. was okay i guess
woke up 12pm.. 3am na ksi ako nakauwi. felt nothing special. no exchange gift sa compound, walang kainan or kahit anong palaro. disappointing talga buti nalang xmas nyt my titos decided to PARTY! jin pomelo, beer and kung ano anong pulutan!the videoke machine was out and we sang the nyt away.
hmmm....
di ko nafil pasko.. for some reason parang wala lang! this was a first for me and im freakin out! dont know what to do! can you tell me? please do! REALLY.. im bothered. di ko nafil! kayo nafil niyo ba? |
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| Dispidida |
[Dec. 13th, 2003|12:32 pm] |
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| | okay | ] |
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| | here without you - 3 doors down | ] | hoorah hoorah! english debate is finally finished and i feel so relieved! time to relax. time to hakuna matata.
no more long tests this year or anything that'll make my head hurt. its just a matter of going to class and having fun. odd though, dehins ko feel xmas. (maybe its because mum is not here.. sa USA sha. sigh)
last night my other titos threw a dispidida party for my uncle while i was sleeping. good thing i woke up. umabot pa ako.
twas sooo much fun. ther was pulutan and drinks. they brought out the karaoke machine. nagkanatahan ba naman all night.. ryan, my cuz, sang f4 songs. cant help falling in love and he even sang broken vow (duet daw pero by himself.) haha! tito jun sang pasko na sinta ko and other sadening xmas songs. my ninong richie sang really old songs like gold, tears in heaven, ill always love you. heck i didnt know the song but i sang along anyway.
my bro sang mr. suave and everytime he got to the part where he went "hoy hoy hoy hoy hoy hoy!" we then replied another "hoy hoy hoy hoy hoy hoy!"
twas 1am and none of us really cared if we disturbed the neighbors. buti nalang walang nagreklamo!
nweis... my other cuz, sheena, was from la salle and ryan kept on telling me "oi cholo! kakahiya ka naman! taga ateneo ka hindi ka umiinom! tignan mo si sheena! nakalima na! pakitaan mo lasalle!" i just laughed.. but a couple of minutes after nakatatlong tewuila shots na ako. haha!
the fun lasted until 3am then tulog na mga tao.."hoy hoy hoy hoy hoy hoy!" was still on my mind..
nwei, just this morning my uncle and his family left to go back to the US of A. at least they'll bring last night's memory with them and the 3 weeks of fun we had. it was hard saying goodbye. but dats life... |
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| NSTP and Chito |
[Dec. 6th, 2003|07:30 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | excited | ] |
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| | swing swing - all american rejects | ] | hell yeah! my day was fun.. sort of. NSTP was okay but the best part about our stay in La Mesa were the jokes. IDOL ko talaga si Jon.. lupet magtell ng joke.. super corny but that's why i laugh. at pesteng don yan. kasalanan sa akin. tinulak ba naman ako kaya nahiga ako sa lupa. YAK! ah basta.. He's forgiven. i kinda think what happened to me was funny. and when i fell down, i layed there for a few seconds and just laughed. made me feel good. haha!
a couple of minutes from now i'll be leaving to go to our family reunion. its only a few minutes away so there's no rush. kaya update muna ako journal! nyahaha!
here's the deal. Chito Miranda ( yes the chito of parokya ni edgar) is my relative and i am kinda excited to see or better yet talk to the one and only Mr. Suave coz im really a big fan of their work. narinig ko na lahat ng songs nila.. from Buloy to Don't Touch my Birdie nagustuhan ko. haha! sana makakuha ako autograph. im such a big fan!
well have to go.. gonna update again later. i have so much to say but i cant say them right now. no time.. aalis na.. kukuha pa ako autograph! |
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| Perfect Night Sky |
[Dec. 2nd, 2003|08:08 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | moody | ] |
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| | sira speaker... bad trip | ] | just woke up.. a bit woozy.. don't even know if i slept coz while i was sleeping i could hear the dogs barking.. ever had that experience? yung natutulog ka pero para kang gising? sleeping awake..
my friend texd. she said to look at up..shef! it was the clearest december night sky ive ever seen (so far).. i hope i would see more of it the coming weeks..
christmas is approaching. have to buy gifts. only one major prob.. not enough money to buy everyone presents. haha! taghirap
something bad happened but im not feeling sad. just heard about it from my sis. dont know why. gaaaaaaaddd! bkit ganito!? feeling ko tuloy ang sama ko..
hay buhay..
niweis, gonna enjoy looking at the night sky more.. |
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| One of Those Days |
[Dec. 1st, 2003|08:11 pm] |
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| | tired | ] |
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| | crazy for you - sponge cola | ] | Shef! this day was soooo tiring but sooo much fun. dumating ako sa school super lamig then pagdating ko sa classroom sobra init naman dahil sa bwisit na araw. my english blockmates Js and Romee were already there (as always! isang araw mauunahan ko rin sila sa classroom!) niweis, english and lit was boring. the teachers went on and on and on saying blah blah blah.. amused myself with drawings na lang. oo nga pala! our teacher in literature really looks like GMA. haha! kaya tawag ko ate glo.. most of my classmates agree.. kulang nalang big ass MOLE! Hehe.. break na and I was showing everyone my watch/ lighter. Yep! You heard me right! WATCH/ LIGHTER! Everyone’s reaction was like “bangas” or “astig!” or “aliw!” Nawalan nga ng lighter fluid kasi ung pips palagi pinapakelaman. Aba! Naaliw ba naman ng sobra. Joined my HS homeys sa caf up up.. learned a few words from my friend grandmaster Tsaki San.. pay attention!
Turburero – nang-iispot ng opposite sex sa ateneo Kabron – higher level turburero; grandmaster turburero Gahol – can stand for any word >>> example: “paolo! Gahol tayo!” (LABO!)
* oh! And instead of calling pips dude or pare, call them THE KING.Gets? La lang..
Hehe! Aliw noh!? O yeah! Sinuot ko 2day parang schoolboy kasi red shirt, cap, shorts and high socks.. grabe para talgang schoolboy.. pinagtripan pa ako ng dalawa kong lokong blockmates, Lowell and Jon. Tinulungan ko na nga sila magbuhat nung graphing calculators for calculus. Hay mga loko! Gaganti ako bukas!
Dismissal na! Jon and I headed to hobbystop and battle it out sa TEKKEN TAG. Langya yung gamit niya si Lei.. higa ng higa and puro sweeps! Nahirapan ako talunin ang loko pero nanalo naman ako sa overall wins! After that I headed back to ateneo. Bought my PE shirt leaving me only 30 pesos. Argh! No money.. so poor! Taghirap.. umutang ako from a friend and went to Dunkin Donuts. talked about a few stuff and went to UP to meet Lea.. daan sa Sm north then went home mga 5.. tried to sleep but I wanted to write about my day.. HAHA! Now that I have, it’s time to sleep... woosah! |
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